ok so long time no talk. about two weeks ago i had a trip to childrens hospital. agin they dont know wats wrong so oh well. the pain has stayed about the same but the blood is gone. while i was at the hospital they noticed that my blood showed something abnormal in my kidney's but they didnt go in depth. so i will find more out on oct. 22 that is my next appointment.

ne ways. i felt like shareing a comment i got from a friend. he told me to say something about my self. so i said that i was a dumb ditsy blonde, but he already knew that. he commented that i was brunette. i said well i guess i should dye it blonde then he commented that it didnt matter wat i did. the only thing i could do to hurt my beauty was to not show it. how sweet is that.

much luv bye

Ok. so the test for my stomach prob have so far come out all negative. which is a good thing, but the test for ulcers is inconclusive. the test for ulcers in ppl my age never comes out correct. i still have more tests to go through, but so far so good. i am still goin thro a lot of pain. with all the good news so far i am sure ur prayers have been helping. thank you so much for ur prayers. i will keep u updated. But for now if all the tests are negative than i am scared for something rare or dangerous. plz keep me in ur prayers and pray that it is something minor that will go away soon.

much luv

u take my breath away. i am captivated by u. i am forever urs. no one can ever take me from u or take away the joy in my life because of u. u have stolen my heart and i dont want ne thing except urs in return.

my life cannot be any better than it is now, except for one thing, but that will take time. right . today was a really good day. much luv.